To Be or Not To Be...
About two years ago, I started to really struggle with doing Youth Ministry and having a passion for it. I had been doing it for a while and thought I was just going through a reevaluation time and that I could find the passion again. So through a bunch of prayer and evaluation, my wife and I felt God was asking us to stay and keep going. So we started diving into it again...but we knew things were going to be different because we were starting a family. But then, in March of 2015, everything began to change. I had an annual performance review that had come up, and I knew in my heart what the results of this were going to be. You see, God was prepping my heart long before my meeting with my leadership. In that review were some tells of where my heart really was. God was releasing me, and it was now coming to light. That meeting with leadership was one of the most frightening, nerve racking, but yet freeing and peaceful times I have ever experienced. At that time I was able to clea...